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I miss 4i!
Take care all of you!

    Haba ng title noh? But that thing has been boggling my mind for quite some time. Why is it that when I tell myself that I'll update this forgotten blog something happens and my mind goes-a-blur and forgets and voila... an abbandoned blog. :) Ü

    Anyway. I love you Inggy! :)

    Yesterday, my family and I went to Tiendesitas... guess who's part of the family..
My beloved baby Inggy! :) We've gone to so many places together with or without my parents and that is something quite new to me... (i used to go out with my GF exclusive) and now I go with my parents, with Inggy, with my grandma, my uncles and aunt, brothers and sister... It's one happy family! :)

    Anyway. Today, is the day after our 8th monthsary. Seems like we've been together for so long. Well, we've met quite a long time before, and that is another long story. I simply love her so much. Though she's quite dowm because of the big-D i guess. But all is well and life is great. Oh!

    SHE EVEN VISITED OUR HOUSE! Ain't THAT great!? hahaha!

    To all those who don't know me, I am this boy who grew up not going out (anti-social) [well not really but something of the sort] and my parents are very traditionally and morally straight... for the lack of a better word. correct.. i dunno. well, only 2 of my friends ever saw my house. My bestfriend, James, and my girlfriend, Inggy. This is just great. :)

    Call me a loser but I'm a content one at that. And school is great. tests averaging 90% or above. though i broke my pledge to study every week minimum.. I don't really study.. I don't wanna yack on so I will cut it short with an OLA! to all my friends!
I miss playing basketball and I wanna go swimming. :p

   Hayh! It really has been a while since i've openned this site of mine and even longer... written in it. News??? andami!

   SCHOOL:
   I failed from Ateneo and I don't feel that bad... hmm.. it's bad but i don't sulk
   I was supposed to move to UP but then I lacked several units
   To get those credits i lack, I am currently studying at Kalayaan College which
      has several of 'the best UP professors' and airconditioned rooms! (all of 'em!)
   Guess what... I'm making notes and reciting some more.
   People mistake me for a geek now. (not again... :p)
   I miss being with Inggy everyday even for mere minutes.
   I'll fix my grades and transfer to UP next year.
   I'm currently taking BS Computer Science and I'm enjoying programming. (nerd)
   I wanna visit my 'Ateneo friends'.
   ... ... ... ... ... ...

   Life in General:
   Well, I'm trying to save enough money to pay Nats' calculator which I have lost.
   I miss Inggy and I love her so much.
   Basketball seems so far away because I don't play much anymore.
   Life is really boring.
   ... ... ... ... ... ...

   Hello to:
   My baby Inggy... hear me? MINE! >:p
   ms. angela lim (AL)
   little sisters Tiffany and Jez
   everyone from S2
   my high school classmates... Hi Brian a.k.a. Bruno
   my bestest bestfriend James Tamesis
   my other bestfriend na hindi ko na nakakausap Coco Puente
   
   AND TO EVERYONE ELSE WHO IS READING THIS!

   Poem for today:
   (I'm feeling crappy and I'm not thinking toilet)
   
   "Standing Tall"

I've fallen from the skies so blue
landed on brown mud and goo
Face all covered in dirt
I look straight and stand tall.

I wipe my face and look around
I stare at my fallen ground
That place where I lay for a while
But now I stand straight and tall

Turn a new leaf and make me new
keep me proper and happy too
for when I'm done and over this
I'll stand straight and keep standing tall.

(that sucketh much but hey.)

[how about another one?]

this one i texted several people after just waking one day and.. well...

In the void of space I see but one strip of matter
twisting and twirling against the laws of nature.
It spreads everywhere but lies in nowhere.
I gaze at nothing and nothing gazes back.
I travel the road of unknown.
I search for the order that binds chaos.
I look for the chaos that binds the laws.
The road leads onwards and I go deeper into nowhere.
They stretch and thin and twirl then loop yet nonewhatsoever
pulls me away from my path...
I grow weary of travel but find returning more of a disappointment
so I take every step with nothing convincing me nor contradicting.
I realize that there is no actual end... (duh?)
I realize that the answers I seek have been found before my very birth.
I try to look withing and seek the truth.
I have to understand. I feel warm.
I stare at my palms and see your hands holding me.
I knew then that I can return.
I will find my answers with you. I whisper to myself... "i'm born anew"

now analyze all you want but that is just it. It's nothing in something within nothing.

SABAW! :D

Dreamily, I open my eyes. As lids remove the darkness in my eyes, my eyes try to make out the images in front of me. I see not much but pale blue medium with white fluffs. The bright circle of the sun, brightens the horizon and blends the colors of those fluffs in the sky. I'm floating in the sky. I'm in heaven.

I look around and in front of me I behold a sight not so much of a stranger to me. An image of an angel. Head to toe is a sight to behold. Her glory is so much to stare at that I look down and close my eyes. Her picture stays in my mind. Her curly hair of brown. The face so distinguished. The eyes of almond. And her body of strength and perfection. I feel so blessed and I try to take another glimpse when I feel a tingle all through my body. Almost like I've been flushed with blood. I hastily open my eyes and realize that I'm head over heels. I wipe my eyes and feel the wind blowing towards my face. My vision clears up and I differentiate the grass, and the trees; the house and the streets; my house and my room; my roof, my ceiling, through it is my bed... my body... covered by a blanket... then... a loud thud.

My body aches all over as I stuggle to sit up. All is dark and cold and damp. I hold on to my pillow, trying my best to decipher that dream. I think... and I think... and I think... then my brain hurts. All is nothing. Nothing is everything. There is nothing. It was just a dream. A crazy dream. And I'm back... back to the life I've been living for 18 years and more. Back to where I have tried to escape through fancy daydreams. I am back. And nothing has happened...

It is all but a dream... just a dream... or is it?

I just realized that I haven't been able to post a lot of stuff since I have used
Smart WiFi as my ISP(internet service provider) and I feel really really bad about it.
I have sent several messages of complaint and so has my dad.

Oh well....

School starts tomorrow and I feel excited but not... :-/
I wanna be with my girlfriend though. I miss S2!
I miss little sister jezy wezy! I don't miss DotA. I don't miss RF.
I don't miss our math teacher. I miss math though...

Oh!!!

I just opened my bank account yesterday.
It has been ages since I've first planned to do that.
Now I've accomplished it and it feels good.
Now I have to manage that account so that the balance won't go below Php 2,000.
and my card's second set serial numbers are 4476.
Math: 4+4+7+6 is 21, right?
Nothing!!!
It's just that Inggy and I became officially US on the 21st of December. 1221!!
I love Inggy!!!!

Christmas was good
My presents are cool
Money is adequate
but nothing beats Santa's best gift...
INGGY!

BAGAY KAMI!!! walang aangal!
(We are made for each other and I don't want any of you to say 'nethin 'bout it!)

I love you Inggy!

[This picture was taken when I walked her home]

For more... go to my Baby's webbie... because my darned ISP is not 
(PROVIDING) properly!