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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
I'm light as a feather...
Last night I shivered... and it was the best feeling i had for quite some time
Ingga noticed me... She finally did. She answered the question I have so long
wanted to ask. I'm finally her boyfriend...
"I'm light as a feather"
I shuddered...
It was that shock that everyone wants
it is the feeling that everyone craves for
it is the best of all the best
I am in love and I am loved back...
I'm in a relationship and I'm glad as i could be
Who would have thought that I could be this lucky... me?
She answered that question with a sweet "yes"
I couldn't wait to tell her all that was hidden.... guess...
I love you and I dunno what to say.
I have loved you and hid it everyday
But now you know and so do I.
I'm light as a feather... soaring in the sky.
So let me scream out to the world...
I AM IN LOVE AND I LOVE IT
I wanna tell but I can't describe it.
I don't care if I rhyme or not...
If I use the same words or what...
BECAUSE I AM IN LOVE and I'm crazy all over
I can't have enough... not enough time with her
with her is where I wanna spend every moment
I love her like she's an angel, heaven-sent.
I LOVE YOU INGGA I hope you know that
I love you so much and it's our time to bat
We will score that point together and win side-by-side
For I'd rather lose than have you not by my side
You're all I want now and that will remain
My love for you, we nurture, and it will never wane
I love you and all I need is you
I love you I love you I love you...
And I can say it now... that's something new.
Enjoy the view on Tuesday, December 20, 2005 at 05:41 pm
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Monday, December 19, 2005
Things are not going as smoothly as planned.
Things don't seem to go the way I want them to.
Things don't always go perfectly anyway... but what do I do?
What do I do? I continue and try to move on... or struggle...
Why do people ask about my lovelife?
is it not enough that i say that i am not in a relationship?
do i need to make a 3 page essay and present it in an oral presentation?
I am fine... i'll be able to tell that someone someday.
For my school life...
nothing can be more boring if it weren't for my friends.
S2, Myips, and everyone.
I'll be fine as long as I have my friends.
poem for the day:
Struggling
Hanging on with my bare hands
Scraping the dust from the edge
This part of life is not so grand
And I fall over... over that ledge.
I fall tumbling in mid air
I try to look left and right
I find myself in the middle of nowhere
It's too dark... I need some light
I stop falling as I saw you
Bright and beautiful, indescribable
Everything is hazy, why, i have no clue
I'm being fooled by my feelings... so gullible
My mind speaks:
"Approach the fine lady and tell her your heart"
"Show her what's inside deep to the last part"
"Tell her what you feel and all will be well"
But somehow i don't feel like i can tell.
All falls dark and I know I've lost my chance
at least for today i have lost this dance
Tomorrow I will look over that pit
to try to catch a glimpse of you... even a small bit
Tell me I am right
Tell me YOU know
Tell me I can be yours
Tell me... though 'tis false
Enjoy the view on Monday, December 19, 2005 at 06:24 pm
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
Image of the Day
I dunno what to do.. i have a lotta things to put here but i dunno which to put first..
next time i will put something up..
impromptu poem of the day:
*i hope this works*
"Guitar"
I strum every beat that the music tells me to
Doing what little it tells me to do
Wishing that I could show you
What's inside... 'cuz you don't have a clue
I care for you more than you think
You're my breath, my light, the life I drink
You are important as the music in everyday
You're the melody and harmony in every small way
You make the day complete
With but a smile that noone can compete
So set the chord and strum along
As I will sing you my love song.
What was that??? damn!
Enjoy the view on Thursday, December 15, 2005 at 04:53 pm
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Thursday, December 08, 2005
I had a chat with AL and poured some of my problems out.
And my frustration for telling (the person i wanna tell my poems about) is settling down.
I think I do love her but I simply can't express it. And she might like someone else.
But if this lasts... this feeling i mean... I thin k that I would really have to tell her... someday
Here is my impromptu poem for the (day) [not sure]:
"Words"
A heart welling up with something to say
As I say goodbye and offer an embrace
A letter hidden, never received
And my heart grows but it griefs
A smile to say that I care
But to open up I wouldn't dare
For what if beside her is someone else
I would certainly just feel like hell
But i love you more and more each day
I simply can't figure out what to say
These words filling my heart
Will soon find their role.. their part
Enjoy the view on Thursday, December 08, 2005 at 10:00 am
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Monday, December 05, 2005
How can I give my heart if it's stuck in my throat...
How could I tell you.. should I leave a note?
But what if you don't understand what i'm trying to say?
Things are simply not going my way...
How can I court you if I can't admit my love?
Why do I hide when it comes to the push and shove...
I'll continue next time... I don't feel so good...
Enjoy the view on Monday, December 05, 2005 at 07:34 pm
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
People keep telling me that I look like this guy and that guy. Sometimes some even tell me that I look
like that GIRL! Do I look like so many people that I can't have my own identity as, simply, Nix.
I can take several jokes that say something like ' ui, ung kamukha ni Macmac Cardona oh!' (Hey,
that's the guy that looks like Macmac Cardona!) ok i can take that but when it becomes a rank or two
higher than being just a daily ritual... more like an everytime you see him ritual... it just gets tiring.
I look like myself. Nix. Niccolo. Nikko. Whatever. I look like my dad and my little brothers. Ok.. I can
look a little bit like my sisters but that's because we're of blood relation. So I look like my family
members and that I can take day in and day out. Actually, I can take what I usually get because I don't really get mad. I simply joke around as if they are saying something new and funny. But jokes do get blunt. And it hammers your cranium til it breaks it.
Hahaha! So here I am... Nix... Looking like myself....
Look at me and I ask of you
look inside unlike you usually do...
| You're a Shy Kisser |
 You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it
And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well
You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out
But you've got plenty of intensity in return |
I am??? I do??? do I????
Enjoy the view on Saturday, December 03, 2005 at 07:35 am
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Friday, December 02, 2005
I went out with Jez earlier...
went to gateway.. I expected the other s2 people to go too but they didn't.
so we watched Chicken Little and it was fun! Fish was cool! innocent and optimistic!
hahahaha! I enjoyed that! :D oh well... until next time... and maybe next time there will
be others going with us :)
Enjoy the view on Friday, December 02, 2005 at 06:12 pm
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Intro: Bm-Bsus2-G VERSE: D Em G And I'd give up forever to touch you Bm A G 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow D Em G You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be Bm A G And I don't want to go home right now VERSE: D Em G And all I can taste is this moment Bm A G And all I can breathe is your life D Em G And sooner or later it's over Bm A G I just don't want to miss you tonight CHORUS: Bm A G And I don't want the world to see me Bm A G 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand Bm A G When everything's made to be broken Bm A G I just want you to know who I am VERSE: D Em G And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Bm A G Or the moment of truth in your lies D Em G When everything feels like the movies Bm A G Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive CHORUS: Bm A G And I don't want the world to see me Bm A G 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand Bm A G When everything's made to be broken Bm A G I just want you to know who I am CONTRAST: |Bm|Bm/A|G|G| x4 |Bm|Bsus2|G|G| x3 |Bm|Bsus2| |G|F#m|G|Bm| - |G|F#m|Bm|Bm| - |G|F#m|Bm|Bm| |Bm|Bm/A|G|G| x4 CHORUS: Bm A G And I don't want the world to see me Bm A G 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand Bm A G When everything's made to be broken Bm A G I just want you to know who I am Bm A G I just want you to know who I am - x3 Outro: |Bm|Bm/A|G|G| x4 Chords: A :x02220 Bm :x24432 Bm/A :x04432 Bsus2:x24422 G :320033 F#m :244222
Enjoy the view on Friday, December 02, 2005 at 05:48 pm
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
If I told you I love you,
Will you be mine?
If I told I never knew,
Is it a sign?
If I told I fell so fast,
Will it make a difference?
If I could forget the past,
can I have omniscience?
If I do have that,
Will I know your answer?
If I take off my hat,
Will you see what's under?
If I could show you my heart,
Will you see your image?
Would you even see that part?
Where I give you homage?
If all I can do is stare,
Will I know the result?
If I told you I care,
Will you take it as an insult?
If I give it all up,
and walk up to you,
and I look into your eyes
Will there be a surprise?
If I told you I love you,
Will you ever be mine?
I wish I knew, I knew,
how to turn water into wine...
Will there be a miracle if I told her I love her? Will she see how fast I fell?
Will there be a difference? Should I even tell?
Will she someday be mine? Why does this have to be so hard.
You get so close but then you fall apart. This didn't happen before.
I thought I can take it. But I guess I thought wrong. This is not like before.
I have learned to love people more than I usually do. I could give almost anything...
But I'm afraid to lose... will there be anything left if she says no? Will I ever know? Will I ever know?
NOTE: the last two poems (entries) are simply products of my mood swings and I do not
feel this way day in and day out. I suddenly have the desire to be loved. I'm greedy
for attention. And to that I give passion.
Hear my silent screams,
wipe my invisible tears,
feel my intangible warmth,
then you'll get to know me
Enjoy the view on Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 07:33 am
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am i still alive?
is this life?
is this all it can offer?
is this all i can do?
I feel my pulse
it is there
and there
and here
i am alive
why don't i feel like so?
what is missing?
What is happening?
don't do this...
stand up,man
give me a reason...
FILL THIS VOID IN ME it hurts...
it burns...
where are you?
i miss you...
I love you...
I am deeply in love with you... can you see me...
will you love me too? will you be with me?
i can feel pain... and joy...
and excitement...
L O V E
YOU
Enjoy the view on Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 06:59 am
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