Hayh! It really has been a while since i've openned this site of mine and even longer... written in it. News??? andami!

   SCHOOL:
   I failed from Ateneo and I don't feel that bad... hmm.. it's bad but i don't sulk
   I was supposed to move to UP but then I lacked several units
   To get those credits i lack, I am currently studying at Kalayaan College which
      has several of 'the best UP professors' and airconditioned rooms! (all of 'em!)
   Guess what... I'm making notes and reciting some more.
   People mistake me for a geek now. (not again... :p)
   I miss being with Inggy everyday even for mere minutes.
   I'll fix my grades and transfer to UP next year.
   I'm currently taking BS Computer Science and I'm enjoying programming. (nerd)
   I wanna visit my 'Ateneo friends'.
   ... ... ... ... ... ...

   Life in General:
   Well, I'm trying to save enough money to pay Nats' calculator which I have lost.
   I miss Inggy and I love her so much.
   Basketball seems so far away because I don't play much anymore.
   Life is really boring.
   ... ... ... ... ... ...

   Hello to:
   My baby Inggy... hear me? MINE! >:p
   ms. angela lim (AL)
   little sisters Tiffany and Jez
   everyone from S2
   my high school classmates... Hi Brian a.k.a. Bruno
   my bestest bestfriend James Tamesis
   my other bestfriend na hindi ko na nakakausap Coco Puente
   
   AND TO EVERYONE ELSE WHO IS READING THIS!

   Poem for today:
   (I'm feeling crappy and I'm not thinking toilet)
   
   "Standing Tall"

I've fallen from the skies so blue
landed on brown mud and goo
Face all covered in dirt
I look straight and stand tall.

I wipe my face and look around
I stare at my fallen ground
That place where I lay for a while
But now I stand straight and tall

Turn a new leaf and make me new
keep me proper and happy too
for when I'm done and over this
I'll stand straight and keep standing tall.

(that sucketh much but hey.)

[how about another one?]

this one i texted several people after just waking one day and.. well...

In the void of space I see but one strip of matter
twisting and twirling against the laws of nature.
It spreads everywhere but lies in nowhere.
I gaze at nothing and nothing gazes back.
I travel the road of unknown.
I search for the order that binds chaos.
I look for the chaos that binds the laws.
The road leads onwards and I go deeper into nowhere.
They stretch and thin and twirl then loop yet nonewhatsoever
pulls me away from my path...
I grow weary of travel but find returning more of a disappointment
so I take every step with nothing convincing me nor contradicting.
I realize that there is no actual end... (duh?)
I realize that the answers I seek have been found before my very birth.
I try to look withing and seek the truth.
I have to understand. I feel warm.
I stare at my palms and see your hands holding me.
I knew then that I can return.
I will find my answers with you. I whisper to myself... "i'm born anew"

now analyze all you want but that is just it. It's nothing in something within nothing.

SABAW! :D